l.o.v.e

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:iconbigheartplz: The Person I Would Live and Die a Thousand Times For, My Dear Husband...:iconbigheartplz:



Tony, I will just start by saying you're my world. You're my family. I mean, Bucky's like a brother, the other Avengers too are like my family..but you are that single one person, who just makes me believe that there is hope for this world. You are my kind of perfect, your the reason why the sun rises to me. Your unreasonable cocky numb-skull actions and your creative but complicated personality which surprises me every day of my life, is part of why I love you. No one, has ever loved anyone...as much as I love you.


    My aim is so true,
    I wanna show you,
    I'll try forever,
    I'm never gonna say "surrender".

    I'll get it if you need it,
    I'll search if you can't see it,
    You're thirsty, I'll be rain,
    You get hurt, I'll take your pain.

    I know you don't believe it,
    But I said it and I still mean it,
    When you heard what I told you,
    When you get worried I'll be your soldier.


Ahh and then I left. I was...the bad guy, for once I really felt like it- and hey, I was the bad guy. I know that. I'm...so sorry for hurting you Tony. I'm sorry. And the fact you've forgiven me, that I've been able to ask both your folk's for their blessing..that we now have a wedding date, everything is coming together, isn't it? I'm just...really happy to be here with you! You make life worth living, you have given me a purpose. I thought I had none if I wasn't Captain America, because Tony without the serum..what am I? Just some punk. But you've made me feel so much more than that. Your the symbolic icon for this new era of technology dependence that I actually still have such a hard time dealing with, while most refer to me as a iconic image for good old fashioned American Patriotism. A lot of people would agree we're opposite like that in many ways, the fact that your so cocky and arrogant at times- and hey, lets be honest here, I can get a .... a bit bossy and be a stick in the mud. But I like to think we balance each other out, that we bring out the best in each other.


    'Cause you bring out the best in me, like no one else can do

    That's why I'm by your side and that's why I love you


You have no idea how hard I try to be the man you keep saying I am, I don't ever want to let you down Tony. We've had fights. We've had troubles. We've had doubts. We've had so many problems in both our lives, more than our share of tragedy and loss than either of us should have to endure but you know what? I stopped keeping my head in the past because with you, you show me a whole new world of people and experiences. From the very moment you helped me with learning how to use a laptop, to when you let me stay by your bedside after that explosion in your lab. You've wowed me countless times Mr. Stark, supported me when I became a coach for some kid's baseball team, allowed me to own a dog and keep the cute little fella' at your own home when you obviously don't care so much for animals. You even went as far as to sing me such a great song on my birthday, hearing a voice like that I'd never even thought existed, it was such a magical birthday that year.


    Hey Stephen, I've been holding back this feeling

    So I got some things to say to you

    I've seen it all, so I thought

    But I never seen nobody shine the way you do


You have changed me Tony, in so many ways. I've...died before, yes, too many times. But as I awake, your heart has brought me back. The light you shine on me is the light that guides me home, your more than I deserve Tony. You act like a big shot, but your actually pretty modest at times. Although, those times are rare I still enjoy every moment we share. Oh, and you know..how they say everything happens for a reason? Well, I think I truly believe in that now Tony. Hah, I'm getting nostalgic again, aren't I? Well, you just need to know, I plan to keep the ring on my finger until the day all thats left of me is six feet under. Because Tony, my heart has never been so full of love and passion, every experience with you is so new and amazing. I just thank you, for being my friend, when I needed one. For being great teammate who I could trust. And being a lover I could always believe would be there for me when I was at my lowest.


    You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

    You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

    I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

    You raise me up... To more than I can be.


I've seen you at your worst and your best. You've seen me in my most pathetic state and my greatest. I never used to believe in happy endings, but with you thats a possibility Tony. With you, anything can happen and I think that I was meant to be frozen. It may have been hard, it may have had me suffer, but all the hard work I put into being a hero that the country needed, in being a man that suited you, being a person you could love, I wouldn't change a thing. The dog tags I've given you are like a symbol too you know, because they were always close to my heart every second I thought I might die in the war. They were a soldier's pride and honor... I've given them to you because your all those things to me. I mean, your my right partner, your a great dancer and I can't wait to show everyone everything I've learned! Your so amazing, if only you could see what I see when I look at you Tony... I believe in you, and I love you, I can't wait to see you walk down the isle, and hear you say "I do".


    And I've lost who I am, and I can't understand.

    Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love, without, love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on.

    But I know, all I know, is that the end's beginning.

    Who I am from the start, take me home to my heart.


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